Accepting yourself is hard. Accepting others is even harder.

Ok, first things first. You have to know who I am. This is actually hard because I have to think really hard who I really am. What I like, what I don't like, what I think I like but actually don't like... you know those kind of things so just bear with it. ok? So here we go...

10 THINGS ABOUT SANDY

1. I love to sing. I sing in church, in the shower, in my car, in my room, in karaoke party's, etc. I just love to sing. But, there are times when I don't want to sing. That's because a.) I probably have sore throat b.) I just don't feel like it and c.)I don't want to mess up the song. So yeah..

2. I love Salmon. Like I am not kidding. I LOVE SALMON. Everything done to that magnificent fish is just amazing to me. I eat it raw, cooked, steamed, baked, grilled, and whatever (as long as it is edible I'll eat it). I love it's color, it's texture, and of course that melt in your mouth taste! oh my... and I am known to fight people for it. I did it once with my sister and it did not end well. 

3. I like the smell of grass in the morning. I know, I know, It's weird but really the smell is so awesome. Especially newly cut grass... oh my gosh... I also like the smell of newly painted walls. sniff sniff.

4. I like the rain. I love those little raindrops in the window. I love how it sounds. I love how the weather gets really cold. I love it's simplicity.

5. I like going to the beach. I like the sound of the waves, I like how the sand just buries underneath my feet, I like going to different places and just looking for the best beaches and resorts. Me and my family actually spends a lot of time going to different places just to try the beach there. I was actually scared of going to the beach before... I don't know what happened, I just changed maybe. 

6. I hate hate hate lizards. Nuff said. Just the thought makes me cringe and uuuuuggggghhhh... I just hate them. >.<

7. I don't like watching song covers of people in the internet, particularly You Tube. To tell you the truth, I get really really jealous of them cause they are so amazing. That's why in order for me not to get insecure and feel bad about myself, I just try to not watch them. But to everyone out there that has a cover in You Tube. I applaud you! You are awesome. I just don't want to watch you sing. 

8. I don't like talking to professors. It's not really my thing.This is probably because of an incident I had with a teacher... actually two teachers but whatever. I only talk to them when I need something or I am required to answer. I don't even like having eye contact with them. But you wanna know a secret? I want to be a teacher. How ironic and twisted is that? 

9. I am observant. I can observe even the smallest of things. I have the record of finding hair in our food. It's disgusting I know, but yeah. Those things happen so stop being so "maarte". 

10. I am an introvert. It's funny because I never knew that I was. I just realized when someone pointed it out to me. I am not a full pledge introvert though (cause that would be social suicide). I am the kind of person who prefers being at home than going out. But don't judge me yet, I like going out it's just that home is safer. 

So did you read everything? That's not even the whole thing. I wanted to write everything but it's gonna be a long post so I just chose the top 10... well not really top but you get it. 

If you want to know more just ask me anything, I'll try to answer them. Anyways I hope you read more of my posts. Till then. Ciao! :)

I did it! I finally did it!

Finally! After probably a decade(its exaggerated but what the heck) of contemplating if I should make a blog, I finally had the chance to do it! Yay for me!! snap snap snap snap! haha. anyways whoever reads this I just want to say, thank you in advance for... well reading my blog (duh) and right now I just want to say this as a warning... Please please please don't mind me being frank here. The purpose of this blog is for me to be able to say things that I couldn't say to people. Yes I am an introvert. It's hard to believe though but yeah that's me. So just put up with whatever randomness I put here.

Also, special thanks to my friend Dine for finally giving an end to my weird battle with myself. She actually didn't say anything but her blog gave me the reason to do it so... THANK YOU SO MUCH GERRY!!! haha! follow her blog too. ciao!

http://dincatwist.blogspot.com/